the sunny mission

so apparently a bomb was disarmed yesterday at a starbuck's a 30 minute walk from my house. so that's neat. thankfully i live in a town marked by imminent explosions and natural catastrophe. ha.

diane is a go and i couldn't be more thrilled. i've never hoped for a weekend of sunny weather more in my life. diane i hope my excitement doesnt freak you out when we meet again. less than two weeks. praise be.

i've been feeling a bit worthless lately. i turn 25 in a few weeks, and i dont feel 'old' or anything - but for the love i need to do something with my life. make some decisions. 'buckle down.' ive been galavanting about for a while, and i would like that galavanting to continue along with a bit of financial/ career/ schooling security. why do i feel so worthless. ugh.

not that everything is so 'bad' etc. a lots working well for me - i could use a bit of focus though. what is wrong with me. why didnt anyone ask me what i wanted to be when i grow up so i could have began thinking about it at the age of 2 rather than 22.

mom, beth and paul visited my family in seattle last weekend and i am JEALOUS. this is my godson and i love him. i will get out there soon, so help me fillintheblank.