make it feel like it does in the start

i've been listening to a ton of new order lately. the song that i keep going tback to is 'someone like you.' sure it's simple, but it results in my dancing like a seductive molly ringwald all over the 2 square feet allowed to me in my room.

my breakdancing attempts are coming along nicely. i dont like 'working out' withuot a goal that has to do with some activity, and subsequently working on my upper arms/shoulders so i can flip myself and shit. my next goal is a handstand.... i'm almost there. but my word to be able to do a handstand and bounce around. ooooohhhh..

check out mario's madonna recommendations. they're right on. brilliant. yes.

also been running more than i have since i ran track at the age of 15 and a half. running is usually insanely boring to me - but not here. it doesnt matter where i run - there are colorful, wierd buildings or parks or murals or views to keep me going. and i love coming back and feeling my face turn a remarkable reddish hue within 15 seconds of my entrance into my apartment.

i think workingin a building all day long is resulting in large amounts of pent up energy. i swear i get home from work and all i want to do is run like a little kid, paint like pollock or dance like ms. ringwald.

later dyudes.