everyone feel reeeeeal sorry for me.
what up. welcome to the 'bleh' entry.
i hate to admit it, but even though i'm in a freaking dazzling city with crazy ass streets + citizens i can definitely grow quite bored sometimes. i get outta work at around 5, MUST nap afterward and its already getting dark out by the time i wake up. dark streets shall never hold me back completely, but they definitely hinder my aimless wanderings through strange, new neighborhoods. looking forward the Room o' Spaciousness so i can freaking sprawl/hang out without feeling the walls are closing in on me.
and i'm definitely lonely. yes, i admit it. *raises hand* but what an ideal time for another dive into self-discovery. yes? YES.
been sick since sunday. so frustrating. quite tired of it.
don't ever curse at anyone. it feels like shit when it happens to you.
insomnia is starting to kick in for the first time since high school. i definitely sleep 'fitfully.' meaning i wake up at 3 am, then 5 am, stare at the ceiling or write like crazy for a couple of hours and then drift back into slumber.
i realized yesterday that i have been here for 2 1/2 months, not the 3 1/2 that i had thought. my body and brain relentlessly tell me that i've been here for 4.6 years.
one of my initial impressions of this city soon after i arrived here was that this place included a 'dating friendly' population, meaning that people could just freaking hang out or go on a 'date' and it was 'totally cool.' nothing would become 'dramatic.' man oh man, was i in-cor-RECT. haha... i swear man, next to every boy in this town (at least the seemingly sane/bright ones) are actually completely insane. no more intensity please. stay away from me, please. you. are you intense and going to freak out? stay away please.
job is 'frustrating' and i feel i am accomplishing very 'little.' but perhaps this is because i am 'bored.'
i miss my dad and dog and family and want to lounge on my living room sofa in ese for 7.8 hours. i love my sister a LOT. and i would love to romp around ut's campus with my bro bro.
bleh. i'm such a whiner. next.
i hate to admit it, but even though i'm in a freaking dazzling city with crazy ass streets + citizens i can definitely grow quite bored sometimes. i get outta work at around 5, MUST nap afterward and its already getting dark out by the time i wake up. dark streets shall never hold me back completely, but they definitely hinder my aimless wanderings through strange, new neighborhoods. looking forward the Room o' Spaciousness so i can freaking sprawl/hang out without feeling the walls are closing in on me.
and i'm definitely lonely. yes, i admit it. *raises hand* but what an ideal time for another dive into self-discovery. yes? YES.
been sick since sunday. so frustrating. quite tired of it.
don't ever curse at anyone. it feels like shit when it happens to you.
insomnia is starting to kick in for the first time since high school. i definitely sleep 'fitfully.' meaning i wake up at 3 am, then 5 am, stare at the ceiling or write like crazy for a couple of hours and then drift back into slumber.
i realized yesterday that i have been here for 2 1/2 months, not the 3 1/2 that i had thought. my body and brain relentlessly tell me that i've been here for 4.6 years.
one of my initial impressions of this city soon after i arrived here was that this place included a 'dating friendly' population, meaning that people could just freaking hang out or go on a 'date' and it was 'totally cool.' nothing would become 'dramatic.' man oh man, was i in-cor-RECT. haha... i swear man, next to every boy in this town (at least the seemingly sane/bright ones) are actually completely insane. no more intensity please. stay away from me, please. you. are you intense and going to freak out? stay away please.
job is 'frustrating' and i feel i am accomplishing very 'little.' but perhaps this is because i am 'bored.'
i miss my dad and dog and family and want to lounge on my living room sofa in ese for 7.8 hours. i love my sister a LOT. and i would love to romp around ut's campus with my bro bro.
bleh. i'm such a whiner. next.
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